Heartfilled minds.

Welcome to my blog, my little place on the big internet.

I am Iris, I am 23 and I live in the Netherlands. I believe in God and I believe in Jesus but religion is not 100% my thing. I study Applied Physics and I am currently doing my final master’s research.

I love taking pictures and I have my own small photography business. Sometimes I write short stories and poems and I am also learning to play the guitar. I am always singing (even in my sleep sometimes) and being quiet is something I’m not good at.

I have a few illnesses and am disabled. I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, which causes my Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Irritable Bowel Syndrome, Migraines and Raynaud’s. I also have ADHD and a whiplash and I am self-diagnosed with POTS and dysautonomia.

My mental health has been all over the place but I am mentally healthy now.

So yeah, I try to blog about my life but it's mostly about my illnesses because I am an ill and that makes up most of my life.

**What you are viewing now, is my life, in its purest form. You may not understand the rambling of my mind in the form of a few words or a picture, but that is okay because I do. **

Creativity is the air that I breathe; it's in the words that I say, the moves that I make, the songs that I sing. Please accept me for that, because I have.

I hope you like what you are about to see.
My silversplints arrived today:) I am a very happy zebra:)

My silversplints arrived today:) I am a very happy zebra:)

So I will probably still be inactive on tumblr for a little while because I a, busy with catching up on e-mails and everything. 

Just thought you guys should know xx

ehlersdanlosconfessions:

Submitted by anonymous.
I’ve never been to the ER over a dislocation, because I figure it’ll just sort itself out. But I’ve always been asked by doctors, “How do you KNOW it’s dislocated?”
Because I just know.
Keep sending in the confessions!

ehlersdanlosconfessions:

Submitted by anonymous.

I’ve never been to the ER over a dislocation, because I figure it’ll just sort itself out. But I’ve always been asked by doctors, “How do you KNOW it’s dislocated?”

Because I just know.

Keep sending in the confessions!

thisislostinlace:

nablayah:

idilardayacad:

maleehaisconfused:

spikefuckingjonze:

anyone else noticing a trend here?

lol
didn’t know ancient egyptians looked like mayo…

RHAMSES IM CHOKING LIKE THEY DIDNT SEE THE STATUES OR NOTHING

Ok but of course the servants and thieves are black ok i see yall

Brown Jesus from Palestine, what the fuck is this!
Tuya and Zipporah are Sub Saharan unarguable black. Like you Zipporah’s familial descendants are still living a pastoral life in the same place she was from, and they still look like her.
Queen Tuya is black, in fact her tomb was found after the front load of white supremacist archeologist raided Egypt, so surprisingly enough her features were kept in tact on all of her antiquities as was her full name which also described where she was from…modern day Ethopian/Chad/Sudan area.
No matter how much fake tanner, pretty pretty hair pieces, faux box braids Sigourney will look ridiculous.
So it’s real nice to know that every reoccurring woman of visible East African descent is non existent and every male of visible African decent is a poor criminal. Awesome, and super accurate.

thisislostinlace:

nablayah:

idilardayacad:

maleehaisconfused:

spikefuckingjonze:

anyone else noticing a trend here?

lol

didn’t know ancient egyptians looked like mayo…

RHAMSES IM CHOKING LIKE THEY DIDNT SEE THE STATUES OR NOTHING

Ok but of course the servants and thieves are black ok i see yall

Brown Jesus from Palestine, what the fuck is this!

Tuya and Zipporah are Sub Saharan unarguable black. Like you Zipporah’s familial descendants are still living a pastoral life in the same place she was from, and they still look like her.

Queen Tuya is black, in fact her tomb was found after the front load of white supremacist archeologist raided Egypt, so surprisingly enough her features were kept in tact on all of her antiquities as was her full name which also described where she was from…modern day Ethopian/Chad/Sudan area.

No matter how much fake tanner, pretty pretty hair pieces, faux box braids Sigourney will look ridiculous.

So it’s real nice to know that every reoccurring woman of visible East African descent is non existent and every male of visible African decent is a poor criminal. Awesome, and super accurate.

(via girlwiththecake)

Yes! And I’m his… mother-in-law.

(via doctorwho)

We’re back in the Netherlands so I have free WiFi again:)

Going home tomorrow:(

hopelessromanticismm asked: How'd the appts go?! Thinking of you!!

Thank you:) unfortunately they went terribly. The neurologist said they didn’t see anything on my mri (which I doubt) and told me it was just a tension headache. How that would cause all my other symptoms I don’t know, but sure. She told me I should go to a physical therapist and got rude when I told her that wasn’t working.

She then told me that I shouldn’t think my joints are loose and that things can move because I have EDS. No, vertebraes are completely unable to move according to her. Right.

Then she finished my hurting me by pinching my nerves, for no good use at all.

Oh And I just shouldn’t be scared to move my neck.

So time for a second opinion I guess.